We finally got into really filming these final videos for the gay men jerking off series. These last videos are going to be so much fun to film. I definitely picked the right guys to have all of my major scenes with. I have to tell you about this one guy – Tony. This guy is like your stereotypical Italian guy from like

            Like he didn’t even bust out with the creative stuff today and it was still the hottest scene I’ve had since we started filming these gay men jerking off videos. We’re in the gym in this scene, and I’m working behind the counter when people first come in and Tony’s working out and he’s watching me work. And I’m watching him work out. And he does this thing with his mouth when he’s grimacing that totally looks like an orgasm face. It turned me on so much. And then he kind of stops and winks at me. So I go over and ask him to show me to spot me on something and of course we end up alone in the gym jerking off.

            But so he’s got his athletic clothes on, and I’ve got my uniform on except my shorts are around my ankles. And he’s just sitting on the end of this bench, while I’m standing in front of him, and he’s jerking me off for the camera. But then he reaches his other hand around and he starts fingering my ass. And he’s not shy about it either, he gets the first finger way up there really quick. I’ve been fingered in the ass a little bit but not as much as you might think really. And it feels fucking amazing so I think I’m going to cum right then, but I hold off. So Tony keeps jerking me off and he works the second finger in there. But then he changes the rhythm so I don’t cum. Long story short, Tony gets four fingers up inside my ass before he finally lets me cum. And that’s just the first of our scenes together! You know, I thought I missed the days when I was doing photo shoots of college men having gay sex but Tony jerking me off while fingering my ass was way hotter than any of that!

            Shit. I was late to my webcam show today because I completely forgot about it. Somehow I got way too into the storyline that we’re building up for this hot men jerking off thing. I had to go into the studio today to work on that. The days that I do webcam are supposed to be my days off for this video thing but since we’re getting close to the end of filming, we needed to get the details of the story worked out. So I went in to talk about what we were doing for the first few scenes of this hot men jerking off thing. And we decided to try and act out some of the scenes, and I ended up getting all into it and forgetting about the webcam show.

            Luckily it’s just in a different room in the same studio, so someone came and got me when they realized that I wasn’t in there. But it was kind of a big deal that I was late because I guess I’ve got some regular fans and they were waiting for me and they were kind of pissed that I wasn’t there. But then I just told them that I was filming a video about hot men jerking off and that’s why I was late and they were all pretty into that. It’s funny how hot guys get thinking about me being in videos. It’s a total turn-on for people. I guess it is for me, too, kind of but in a different way. I just know that a guy who does porn is going to have a different kind of confidence with sex than a guy who doesn’t and I’m into the confidence.

            The only real problem with the webcam today was that there was one guy who kept insisting that he wanted to see hot naked boys trying gay sex (not “boys” but like young college guys, you know, twinks). Since I was late, there was no one around to help me with the show except some older guys who were hanging out early for their show that follows mine. And this guy wasn’t into them so he ended up getting upset. That’s the first customer that I’ve had on webcam that got upset so I didn’t really know what to do and I kind of stopped doing my show at all while I was dealing with that which upset some other people. So I guess there are bad days in porn, too. Although the whole hot men jerking off thing before that was great so it wasn’t really a bad day!

            We’re over halfway day filming this Young Men Jerking Off video series that we’re doing. It’s really fun having the steady work but I’m going to be kind of glad when the filming is over and I can just go back to the odd job now and then. Doing these jerking off videos is just starting to get a little bit stale. We finished up the muscle men jerking off stuff and have moved on to some videos that don’t really have themes but have more of a storyline between just a few of us. There’s only going to be two of us in the last video. But for now there’s four or five of us left as the regular cast in this Young Men Jerking Off thing.

            The cool part is that we get to develop a little bit of the storyline ourselves. The guy who is buying this Young Men Jerking Off series or whatever it is has some really picky stuff about certain things. But he also wants the videos to seem realistic so for these last ones, we get to pick who our partners are and what some of the storyline is. So that’s really cool. So today we actually didn’t do any filming, we were just told to spend some time together, making out or seeing what happened so that we could tell who we were compatible with.

            That was fucking awesome. Basically we just all ended up in this big orgy in the studio, trading blow jobs and figuring out who likes what and who goes well together and stuff. It was fun and we even talked about having like a jerking off type orgy for the film. But there are definitely two guys that I want to pair off with. Neither of them is the guy that’s going to be left for that last video though so we have to work on the storyline. I think it’s going to be something like the guy at the end is supposed to be my boyfriend and I’m cheating on him with these two other guys or something. I’m not sure. I just know that I’m going to be doing a whole lot of jerking off myself and jerking off other men and getting jerked off over the next few days of filming. Can’t really complain about that!

            I did the filming yesterday for the muscle men video. Most of what we did was just a series of different video scenes of men jerking off men inside of gyms and locker rooms. I ended up fantasizing a lot about the hot gay muscle sex that I had yesterday in the gym with that guy from the set of the video. He wasn’t there for some reason today though so we didn’t do that again. But the video filming was pretty hot.

            There was this one scene of four of us regular staff men jerking off men from the muscles extra group. We were all supposed to be towel boys or assistants or something in this locker room. And the four muscle men were in there getting changed. And the first guy hands the muscle guy his towel and touches his cock and the guy gets hard so towel boy starts jerking him off. And the scene just continues until there’s a row of four men jerking off men in this locker room.

            The last scene I did today was better, though. It was just a one-on-one scene in a gym but this guy was supposed to be my trainer, spotting me on the weightlifting bench. So I’m lying on my back, and he comes up and straddles me and jerks me off that way. I don’t think I’ve ever actually been on my back, getting straddled by someone while he makes me cum. So that was hot. And then my cum got all over his chest. And after the scene was over, he leans down to pick up a towel off the floor and kind of says in my ear, “you should come over sometime and lick it off”. I wasn’t actually into him so I acted like I hadn’t heard him but the scene was still hot.

            We finished the filming of the Straight College Men Jerking Off and now we’re doing a video of muscle men jerking off. I’m not exactly all muscles myself. I mean, I go the gym and I can hold my own in a weightlifting contest, but I’m just not one of those guys. So to keep us “regulars” in the video but fit the theme, they brought in some extras for this muscle men jerking off thing. I spotted the one that I wanted to go home with as soon as I walked in for the filming, like I was a hunter or something. And I made it my mission that this prey of mine would not get away without me.

            I was only in a few scenes today because most of my scenes are tomorrow so I had plenty of time to stalk this prey of mine. He was walking around the set, flexing his muscles like a real meathead. But he had the body to back up his actions so it was all right. His confidence made it obvious that he would be good in bed. You know how you can just tell from some guys that they know exactly what to do with their bodies? It was like that. So I did the two scenes that I had today which were just really basic jerking off scenes in a gym.

            Then I spent the rest of my time chatting up muscle boy and we left together. And just like something out of a porn, he wanted to go have sex at his gym. So we went there and he got me a guest pass and we went to the locker room. We went into the steam room and it was empty so he leaned up against the door to block anyone from coming in while I gave him a blow job. We were so sweaty and warm in there. I got light headed when I was going down on him. But he grabbed on to my shoulders to steady himself and that steadied me so I was able to blow him until he came. Hot – in so many meanings of the word! Tomorrow I do all my real scenes for the muscle men jerking off video and now I have something to think about while I do them!

            The men jerking off videos are going along smoothly. We wrapped up the filming of the one about straight college guys. It totally made me miss when I was doing photo shoots and videos of gay college guys having sex. I mean, we did a lot of jerking off in those, too, but we also had a lot of oral sex going on. It’s not even that I really miss the fucking, but I do want to get some more oral going on. These men jerking off videos are just all about touching each other. Sometimes a guy just needs a hot mouth on his cock.

            So after the filming today, I went out to the clubs. I don’t even remember the last time that I made it out to the clubs. It wasn’t as easy to find some action there as I remember. Maybe it was a bad night or maybe I’m just getting spoiled by the instant gratification of doing porn. But it seemed like it was so much work – buying drinks, chatting guys up, grinding on the dance floor and none of it going anywhere. But it ended up paying off.

            I went outside for a cigarette and there was this couple making out against the wall out there. And I just got really bold (maybe because I had a few drinks in me) and approached them. And I just flat out said, “I’ve been filming these men jerking off videos all week and all I’ve wanted is a good blow job. Does either of you want to blow me while your boyfriend watches?” Well, you would’ve thought they’d never met a porn star before or something by the way that they got all crazy about me filming videos, asking me what men jerking off videos involved and how long I’d been doing it and stuff. So I was like, “I’ll answer all your questions after a blow job”.

            We ended up going back to their place. The first guy gave me a blow job. Nothing special about it just a great fucking blow job. And his boyfriend watched. And then the guy who blew me was like, “can I film you while my boyfriend blows you?” So we had another drink while I got hard again and then I let them film me with their little home video camera while I got a second blow job. Sometimes I love my life.

            We wrapped up the filming of the straight men jerking off video yesterday for that series that I’ve been working on. That was really a fun video to film. My favorite scene was a really humorous scene that we did where we sang the pledge song for our fraternity. We were all lined up in a row, dressed up in like business casual clothes. But then we all had our dicks out through the zippers of our slacks and we were jerking off while we sang this song. And we each shot our cum into this line in front of us. It was just really fun to film, a whole bunch of straight men jerking off together. I seriously almost forgot I was gay for a minute.

            Of course, a few minutes later when I was back in the video equipment room and down on my knees giving a blow job to the camera guy, I remembered how gay I am. I really like the way that guy grabs my hair right before he’s about to cum. He doesn’t exactly pull it, just kind of grabs it but it totally feels like he’s controlling what I’m doing to him because of the aggressive way that he grabs me to tell me what he wants. I think I’m really starting to understand the power play that’s involved in sex. I guess that’s why I’m versatile – I like having the power but I also like giving it up sometimes.

            So after I’d gone done on this guy, he got up and zipped up and was getting ready to go back to shooting when I grabbed him from behind and said, “I want to fuck you.” He kind of stammered something about “I don’t really do that” but I reached around and unzipped his pants and dropped them to the floor. And he kind of bent over to be ready for me. I pushed on his back to bend him over further and I kind of kicked his legs apart. Then I put on a condom. Hot gay guys having sex in the equipment room of a filming of straight men jerking off. Does it get hotter than this?

            Today was webcam day so I got a break from the jerking off men video. That was nice. I got to sleep in and be lazy. I watched porn on my computer in bed for awhile. I’ve started getting more into watching fetish stuff. I think it’s because I’m doing this normal porn all the time, filming these jerking off men videos every day so the vanilla stuff doesn’t turn me on anymore. So I’ve been getting into videos that are more fetish-based, especially some of the Master / Slave stuff that I didn’t ever used to be into.

            Today I was watching one where the Master was really into tickle torture. I never would’ve thought about that before, but he was this big aggressive guy who would tickle the Slave, except that the Slave wasn’t supposed to laugh. If he laughed, the Master whipped him with a variety of different whips that he had hanging on his wall. It’s nothing too kinky really. He doesn’t ever really hurt the Slave in this video. But it’s just something different to see. I can put myself in the Slave’s shoes, trying so hard not to laugh but being really tickled. And then feeling the difference between the tickle and the sting of the whip. And I can put myself in the place of that Master, too, getting to decide how much torture to give and what whip to use and stuff.

            Anyway, I just did that this morning and then went and did the webcam thing. The first guy that pinged me for a private show said that he wanted to see hot gay men have sex so I was able to get one of the other guys that was in the studio to come help with the show. We did the normal stuff – he blew me, I blew him. But it was a nice difference from those men jerking off videos!

            OMG. Sometimes I love my job. I guess the guy that’s buying these jerking off videos came in and previewed them and he ended up loving the scene that we did for the Straight Men Jerking Off video where we filmed Straight College Men Jerking Off in that circle jerk. He loved it so much that he changed the plans for the filming to include a whole video of Straight College Men Jerking Off in a fraternity setting. So we got to the studio today and there were a few really hot girls hanging around the set who were extras for scenes that required sorority sisters.

            It’s totally hot to make out with a chick once in awhile, so I was glad I got this one scene where I was making out with this chick who was supposed to be some other frat guy’s girlfriend. Then he comes in and catches us. It’s totally cheesy porn, but we go to get in this fight and we’re banging each other up against the wall and stuff and then the girl is all coy and says, “why don’t we solve this a different way?” And she suggests that we have a contest of Straight College Men Jerking Off and she’ll go with the guy who can shoot his cum the furthest.

            So me and this guy end up in this competition. And the thing is that it’s for a video but the competition seemed totally real. I got so into jerking myself off that I forgot that we were filming. I was fantasizing about all of the hot sex that I have had since I started doing this job. And every time that I’d get close to about to cum, I’d wait so it was all building up. Finally I thought about that time I had the threesome where I was fucking Rob and that guy was rimming my ass. And I stroked it as fast as I could and shot my cum across the room. I won the competition. And I’m sure that dude is going to like his straight guy jerk off video.

            Today was the first day of filming these jerking off videos that we were actually allowed to cum on camera. It was another naked men jerking off themed video so a whole bunch of us were just walking around the set naked all day. I spotted Rick almost as soon as I got there, walking his naked body around the studio like he didn’t even know how hot he was. As soon as I saw him, I wanted to have sex with him. But of course we aren’t supposed to do anything with each other while we’re filming this video series because all of the action is supposed to happen on camera. But I ended up approaching the camera guy and telling him that Rick and I had a really hot scene together the other day and that I think it’d be good for the naked men jerking off video that actually is allowed to have cum shots.

            At first the camera guy was like, “yeah that was hot but we can just use the original scene if they want that”. But then I was like, “I think doing it will make me really hot. Like so hot I’ll have to do something about it.” And he knew what I was talking about, so he said that we could go ahead and do it. So Rick and I did the same kind of thing that we did the other day for the naked men jerking off video, kneeling on the bed and facing each other while we each jerked off and shooting our cum across the bed at each other.

            When it was done, I met the camera guy down in the film equipment closet. There was some sort of stool in there and he sat down on that while I gave him a blow job. I really took my time, too, running my tongue all up and down his cock like it was a big fat lollipop. When he couldn’t stand it anymore, he grabbed me by the hair and forced my head down so his cock slid down my throat and I finished him off. I wonder if this means that I’ll be able to get more of the scenes that I want for the rest of this Naked Men Jerking Off series.